TEN things you want to say to TEN different people:
1. You need to prove to me I can trust you.
2. I give up on you.
3. Why are you so cranky suddenly?
4. Could you please just leave me frikin' alone?!
5. I don't have a "best" friend anymore, can you help my cause?
6. I miss your friendship.
7. Why do we pretend we're friends when we barely talk once a week?
8. You're hott.
9. You're a friend, I love you, but I know I can't trust you.
10. You've hurt me too many times for me to love you.

NINE things about yourself:
1. My real name is Lydia.
2. I constantly insult myself and pretend it's a joke, it's not.
3. I love to sing.
4. I'm gullible, slow, and socially challenged but have 4.0. Well, that's why you love me.
5. I can't stand SAUCES.
6. I'm German, Irish, and Swedish with a little inbetween.
7. I love all animals in general.
8. I lie. A lot.
9. I'm a hypocrite.

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Christianity~
2. Have a heart.
3. Good personality.
4. Make me laugh.
5. Stand up for what's right.
6. Compliment me, but not too much that it doesn't seem true.
7. Sing. =3
8. Who can play fight with me but still tell me they love me right after.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. The future.
2. Pain.
3. Worries.
4. What people think about me.
5. How rude people are.
6. What if..?
7. Living in a town with cuter boys.

SIX things you couldn't live without:
1. God.
2. Water.
3. Music.
4. Food.
5. Family.
6. Warmth.

FIVE turn offs:
1. Obesity - a little to a good amount of weight is fine, but not those 600+.
2. Drugs.
3.
4.
5.

FIVE turn ons:
1. Pretty Eyes.
2. Humor.
3. Nice/Emo Hair.
4. Voice.
5. Romantic.

THREE smilies that describe your life:
1.
2.
3. =3

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Go to Japan.
2. Fall in love with the right guy.

ONE confession:
I'm not sure if we're meant to be.

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50 SECRETS
Be honest no matter what!

[ONE] Has anyone told you "Forever and ever" then left?
Yes.

[TWO] Your relationship status?
Taken.

[THREE] Where did you meet your crush(s)?
Many places.

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yeah... because I matured and they changed.

[FIVE] Do you smoke weed regularly?
Weed.. is on my avoid list.

[SIX] Think back to the beginning of 2009, are you still dating the same person?
Honestly.. yes.

[SEVEN] Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
Yes.

[EIGHT] When was the last time you really laughed?
Last night

[NINE] Something's wrong, first guy you turn too?
Oh. Dang, that's hard. Either Lulu or Bob (Imaginary friend <3)

[TEN] First girl you'd go too?
UGH! I.. don't know. Probably Jazz.

[ELEVEN] Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you did?
Most likely.


[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
Not currently.

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Either I already have him. Or I haven't met him.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried really hard?
Silently or loudly?

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
...Honestly, I'm not sure.

SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 mins on the phone?
Jazzlyn (Under 10 mins ago also xD)

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
'Slow Me Down' by Emmy Rossum

[NINETEEN] Do you like Red Bull?
..Ew.

[TWENTY] How many people can you tell just about everything to?
Maybe one.

[TWENTY-ONE] Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
Unfortunately, I've never seen one.

[TWENTY-TWO] Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Yes! ILY MIA!!! <333 (Yay for friends)

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe yourself in one word?
...Odd.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
Heheh. Nope.

[TWENTY SIX] Can you honestly say you've had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
Nope.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you a rebound?
Eh?

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Ever cheated on someone?
I've been sucked in, felt really guilty about it, and ended up leaving both guys.

[TWENTY-NINE] What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
Act like I'm happy, but be hurt that the person doesn't notice how unhappy I really am. Believe me, twisted? Yes. True? Also yes.

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
I really don't know.

[THIRTY-ONE] Honestly, what guy's number do you have memorized?
I seriously have a hard time memorizing anyone's number, including guys' numbers.

[THIRTY-TWO] Is it hard to make you laugh?
Definitely not.

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you mad?
...hm... Jazzy

[THIRTY-FOUR] Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
Already Has

[THIRTY-FIVE] Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
Yes

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Yes

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Would you like to put a night on repeat, and live it forever?
..No.

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
No.

[THIRTY-NINE] Is your best friend a slut?
lol, personally.. none of my friends are sluts.

[FORTY] Is hard drugs a turn off?
Mmmm.... depends. (As kei says)

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
It is okay.

[FORTY-THREE] Are you still in love with your ex?
Depends on which one.

[FORTY-FOUR] Have you ever been the "other person" in a relationship?
Sadly, yes.

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes. Multiple, and sometimes by the same person.

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes. But I'm sure the person's over me now.

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in?
Definitely.

[FORTY-EIGHT] Where is your best friend?
I'm not sure I have one..

[FORTY-NINE] Something you're happy about?
Yes. Homework is done.

[FIFTY] How is your heart lately?
Doubtful.